Missing you so very much.... / Jamie Castle (Friend)Read >>
Missing you so very much.... / Jamie Castle (Friend)
Corey not one singel day goes bye where i dont think about all the great times we had together....we had good times playing sports and always goofing off when every you had the chance.You have touched so many peoples life in such a short time period.You have made me realize that i shouldn't be affraid to die. I was especially scared of death when my grandpa and then my uncle died. Then you helped me realize that death is not always a bad thing, now i know that there is a reason to let go and not be affrarid to die. I miss when we all would hang out in our big group and go to the pool and to the movies and all kinds of thing. You will always inspire me to be the best i can be at anything because you never know how short your life maybe.. you battled to the end you never complained and you always talked about how you would over come this and would get back to the old cor. I miss you and i will see you soon!stay strong!!!#33 -Jamie-
Heyy kiddo. Soo the funeral was today, wow it was so hard. Im sure you heard those 21 shots fired. The most unbelievable thing though, is that my Uncle Nicks site, is right infront of yours. When i told my Uncle Nick bye, i walked over there. It looked so nice, your family and friends have done a really good job. The picture is really nice too, im glad you enjoyed baseball. Wind was really strong today, so i figured you and my Uncle Nick was making that happen, to let us know you two were just fine in heaven. Somethings were blew over on your site, but i fixed them up for you. I guess im going to go for now, been a long day. "I'll see you on the other side" "HoPe" livestrong Corr 33 Staceee
*Stand Forever In The Light Of His Amazing Grace* / Emily Titus (Friend)Read >>
*Stand Forever In The Light Of His Amazing Grace* / Emily Titus (Friend)
Hey Corr! I have been thinkin about u alot ! I miss your smiling face and your biig heart! I know you still watch over all of us each and everyday! You were such an inspiration to all of us! You tought us to live each day to the fullest because you never know when it will be the last! Amber and I were reading quotes on a website on day and we came across one and thought of you! "All men have fears, some set aside there fears and step forward, sometimes to death but always to victory". Corr that was you! You set aside your fears and your pain! You never complained about it! You are one of the strongest peopleI know! I didnt really get the chance to know you as well as I wanted to! I regret that! Corr you are an amazing person and you will always be! As Amber and I were looking through her pictures the other day and we came across one of you in like 3rd grade and you spelled your name wrong ! Hehe! It was so cute! But like Kenny Chesneys song says Corr I really do wonder "Who You'd Be Today" I love you Corr and miss you! Thinking of you always! Luv Ya! - Emily (P.S. You Will Forever Be In My Heart!) X o X o X o X o < # 33 > L I V E S T R O N G < # 33 > * "Hero, a man distinguished by exceptional courage, nobility and strength" Close
Heyy Corey. I figured it was about time i wrote something, it seems like its been forever. Its so hard to believe that Sunday marked 5 months since you have been gone. Your dad sent me pictures of your new puppy, she is so cute. I got to admit when he first told me what breed it was i thought it would be weird looking but i was so wrong. Thats the cutest dog i have seen in a long time. My mom wants one now, she's has this thing where she wont get any other dog unless its a poodle. So the day came Lastnight, i was totally dreading. I knew it would come sooner or later. My uncle passed away. I never in my life experienced someone taking their last breath. I miss him already. Im just thankful i got to say goodbye to him, if it wasnt for your dad i dont think i would have ever got the courage to go in and see him. Im glad i did though, because if not i knew i would regret it. We had the whole family there, & everyone said their goodbyes. But for some reason he held on for a long time. The doctors kept saying how strong his heart was. I hope you get to meet him, im sure you two would get along just fine. My grandma is taking it rough right now, but what parent wouldnt. She just kept saying how he's going to be with his dad now, & how she wished it was her. I explained to her that if she did take his place, the same grief would occur. I know she wouldnt want that. I have never lost someone so close to me before, and it is the worst feeling i could have right now. The showing is Friday, & the funeral is Saturday. My brother gets to come home because it was my uncle Nick's wishes that he be a honorable pallbearer. I just wish he would come back. I also know i cant be selfish you know, because he is in a better place, & he is not suffering no more. It just hurts so much. Thats why i enjoy talking to you your dad, & Amanda because even though it was harder for them then it is for me, they know what im going through. Their amazing people, but i know you already know that. I havent been to school all this week, and im not going back till monday. Im so afraid when i walk through them doors, im going to lose it. I just want to be here with my family, and no where else. Im going to my aunts house tomorrow, it will be hard walking into that house, but i want to be there for her. Im feeling so many different things right now, i dont know what to think anymore. Well im going to get off here, i have a lot of pictures to go through. I hope everythings going good for you, and your keeping your family strong. I will try to get on here in a couple of weeks to write a little something. Talk to you soon bud. Byee bye. Stacy <3 "I'll see you on the other side" "HoPe" livestrong Corr 33
miss you bud / Megan Daum (friend-2nd sister )Read >>
miss you bud / Megan Daum (friend-2nd sister )
My hero- Its been 5 months!! As time goes on people think it gets easier, but it seems like just yesterday you were here. Cor you are still missed more than ever!! Im takin care of your sis dont worry about that, you know Im doin a good job!! ;) love ya Cor!! Close
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY / Norb &. Twylah Hoehn (Grandparents)Read >>
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY / Norb &. Twylah Hoehn (Grandparents)
Hi Corey, Happy Valentines Day to our special Valentine. You are in our hearts everyday... We miss you so much and wish you were here with us. We know you are in a wonderful place but the pain just don"t go away . We love you Corey. Grandpa and Grandma. Close
Just a quote.. / Natalie Stoneburner (Friend)Read >>
Just a quote.. / Natalie Stoneburner (Friend)
My friend once told me - "Only the good die young" <3 Close
Corey Jamison Hoehn ; Well .. I remeber the first time we met it was defintley something i'll always remeber. you were on the other basketball team and i was cheering.. it was at karrer. I remeber me and all my friends were like ' wow hes soo cute ' etc etc .. and then i talked to you and got your screen name. I don't even remeber how long i liked you! forever haha .. we never really saw eachother since you lived far from me but we did have some kind of ' a thing ' .. you made me smile SO much. you were the kindest most caring person i've ever met. we stopped really talking to eachother , and i regret that. i wish i would of kept talking to you like we did talk. Thanks for makign me always feel so good and happy. I think about you Everday .. Rest in peace babe <3 I miss you so much. Love you. -- Natalie
* I dedicate this song to you *
Sunny days seem to hurt the most Wear the pain like a heavy coat I feel you everywhere I go See your smile, I see your face I hear you laughing in the rain Still can't believe your gone
(Chorus:) It ain't fair you died to young Like a story that had just begun But death tore the pages all away God knows how I miss you All the hell that I've been through Just knowing, no one could take your place Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today
Would you see the world Would you chase your dreams Settle down with a family I wonder what would you name your babies Someday's the sky's so blue I feel like I can talk to you And I know it might sound crazy
(Chorus) Sunny days seem to hurt the most I wear the pain like a heavy coat The only thing that gives me hope Is I know, I'll see you again someday
Someday, someday
Who you'd be today by Kenny Chesney . Miss you Corr <3
always missing you / Beth Davis (Aunt)
hey core, just recvd my new license plates that say core33 on them and i put them on my brand new truck i bought yesterday.I hear your dad got a new puppy and that it is pretty darn cute.Grandma & Granpa are coming to visit this weekend and I am driving them there.We will be able to come see you so that grandma can put your new wreath at the gravesite.i had a dream of you and you came to me as a 2 year old and again as a teenager and both times you let me know that you are ok.i can't tell you how much better i felt when i woke up that morning.Maybe you can let mom,dad and Amanda know the same.They sure miss you.Take care of things in heaven for us and watch over us all.We love you so much. 020906 Close
Sib's weekend / Amanda (sister) Oh bubby I sure did miss you this past weekend! :( As you know it was sib's weekend and it sure wasn't the same without you here with me!! I remember last year for sib's weekend you wanted to come down soo bad but you had chemo so I decided I would rather be home with you. Ever since that weekend we have been talking about sib's weekend this year and how it was going to be great, hopefully everything was going to be taken care of by then, and you were for sure going to be here! I was soo pumped as were you! Even after you had to have your surgery you were still bound and determined that you would be here to hang out with your sis for the weekend! I wish I could have gotten you down here more bubby and I also wish that I would have had the chance and honor to spend sib's weekend with my brother like everyone else did! I'm so sorry bub! It was very rough to have to see everyone and their sibs and know that I couldn't have you here with me! I know you were with me in spirit though! Hopefully you still got to share it with me that way. I ask that you continue to give me your strength, bub! I know you have been all along but I REALLY need it right now! Things are starting to get really rough for me and I need you with me now more than ever! I miss you like crazy and Love You more than ANYTHING!! I hope you are having an amazing time in Heaven! Let me know somehow you are doing alright bub! That would mean the world to me! OH BUB!! and how cute is our puppy? I have only seen pictures but I get to go home this weekend and see her. Of course we named her so her initials are CJH!!! I know you and Saph. are looking down and getting to see her! That is the dog you wanted and I know you would have loved her!! I will give her lots of love for you and tell her all about her brother! :) "I"ll see you on the other side...." :) Fly high and by my side! I Love you Corey Jamison! <3 *33* (watch over and give strength to Meg also bub! She really needs you right now too! She knows you are with her though! She loves and misses you a ton! Hopefully you have met her 3 angels!)
heyy..!/ Meg Harriman
hey cor.! so i had my first ever powerlifting meet yesturday.. i was soo nurvouse buuuuut i tied for first.(i got 2nd all cuz i was 1 pound heavier) JJ, justin and johnny did great too. let me tell yeah.. jj said that whenever he was doing his deadlift while he got it he would look up and think about u.. he said u pushed him more and more each time. all i can member was us talkin bout how you were gonna lift this year an everything an how much fun that woulda been. geeze cor this is gettin rough..! all i think of is the day i can see you again bcuz i miss everything about you.. and you not being here j/ well sucks.! johnny was saying yesturday that it still j feels like you are on vacation an will b comming bac n e tym.. mannn how i wish it was that. well hey im gonna go sooo i will ryt to you again. i love you sooo much* megan Close
How I knew Corey / Megan Freshwater (Friend)Read >>
How I knew Corey / Megan Freshwater (Friend)
I have known Corey since I was young. I knew Corey through Amanda and our softball team. He used to always run around and pick on everyone. Each year I saw him in school and how much he had grown up and was amazed. Finally the little guy made it to high school and I remember I couldn't believe it had been so long. He was in high school and wasn't that little kid at softball practice. Close
man, i really miss you lot. its little different when you arent around here at skool. i miss the times when we were in 5th and 6th grade, i taught you some of sign langauges, and all like that. i wish you still here. everybody miss you so much!! well, see you at crossroad, cor!
How's it goin corey? man i'll tell you what.. i think about you every day and miss you SO much! My dad had his hip replacement surgery on Monday. Luckily it went well :) Although he was suppose to leave on Tuesday, he's had a fever all week and wasn't allowed to come home :( Thankfully he's allowed to come home today!! But I didn't go to school yesterday so I could visit him with my mom (since we thought he was coming home - but wasn't allowed) and keep him company. Although, the more i stayed there it reminded me of you. I was standing beside his bed next to him... and it just took me back to when i visited you in the hospital the Saturday before you passed away and how I just stood there and held your hand not wanting to let go and wondering if you knew that it was me standing there with you. And how all I wanted to say was that it was me and that i loved you so much but couldn't because i would burst into tears when i was trying to stay strong and hold them back (and without saying that, it was already difficult even though now i regret not saying that). My dad was also in pain and it just reminded me of you laying in there with pain and just thinking about all those different things almost sent me into tears but I fought them off because i didn't want to worry my dad. But I just miss you so much.. and the fact the someday i'll get to see you again puts a smile on my face :) i just wish you could still be here and that i wouldn't have to wait to see you standing there in front of me with that smile of yours.. and i know we all feel the same.. Anyways Cor, thanks for being there for us and watching over all of us and our families. I love you with all of my heart and can't wait to see you some other day :)
xoxo Lindsey
P.S. -please be there for my dad as he comes home today and goes through his recovery. It's going to be a painful recovery but I just hope it goes well.. THANKS YOU!! love love kiss kiss =)
thinkin of u each and everyday..! / Meg Harriman (friend*)Read >>
thinkin of u each and everyday..! / Meg Harriman (friend*)
hey bud. wow i cant even begin to explain how i am feelin ryt now... there hasnt been a day go by that i havnt thought of u all day. so much has been goin on and i wish you were only a phone call away like i am soo used to. sumtyms i pic up the phone on those hard nights when i cant sleep and j. wanna call and talk. you always kno the ryt things to say. each and everyday is gettin harder and harder but i am still intouch w/ everybody. actually your mom not to long ago offered to take me to the school bcuz i forgot all my exam things.. she is such a sweetheart.. i still give john those big hugs and i see your dad more an more.. lol he had a party b4 christmas j/ like lastyear b4 your chemo.. it was fun but j. not the same.. the whole tym i thought about us sittin on your coach sharing are lil "top secret secrets" that everyone ended up knowin bout by the end of the night.. haha good tyms.. your dad jj and amanda go tats.. i hate to copy but i got one to. its a flower and your anitials are the stem *its beautiful^ i hate to copy but my biggest fear is for one day not think of you or it slip and never ever am i gonna let that happen.. i j/ love you sooo much... i still remember you being my first real boyfriend, first kiss, first breakup, and first boy to ever call me. man wayyyy toooo much to say.. i cant wait for the day i see you again..each day seems to get to me more and more. i love you again... and these hollidays werent the same.. i am used to on turkey day talkin to u on the internet after are meals... or christmas after lunch and presents.. it was depressin this x-mas.. buuuuut you kept me goin on an being strong.... cant wait to see you again.. with all my love megan Close
I still Cant believe your gone..I Miss You SOO Much=( / DeAnna Pierre (Friend Of Correy's** )Read >>
I still Cant believe your gone..I Miss You SOO Much=( / DeAnna Pierre (Friend Of Correy's** )
Corr<3 I don't even kno where to start..I had full intentions on going to my site and updating it..but I was scrolling down..and just clicked on one..and it just happened to be the one with the website one it..and I just knew as soon as I seen it..I had to come and check it out..and as I sit here looking through everything..its never really hit me this hard that you are actually gone..but only in appearence but not in spirit..I think about you every minute of each day..I have a wall full of your pictures and the picture we got at Relay For Life..and to this day..I sleep with it everyniight..!! I can't believe you had to go soo soon though..I Miss You So incredibly MuCh..I can't think about it without pouring out tears..I kno your in a FaRrRr better place..but it just doesn't seem fair..you were so YoUnG..and had SOOO much more ahead of you..you could of became anything you wanted..but the lord felt it was your time..even if we beg to differ..he thought it was..but b/c he felt it was your time doesn't mean..its going to make things easier on us..because we MISS you SO MUCH..NOTHING is going to be the same without you budd!!! I begg the lord to remove it from you and I would take the pain away from you anyday..you had so much MORE to succeed on this earth then I do..you could of done so much more with your life then I could ever begin to think to do with mine..I just don't understand So MaNy things..and if it wasn't for you talking to me threw all my problems with the FaM. I wouldn't kno what to do, to this day!! Its because of you..I kno what I have to do to..you talked me threw so many things and so many complications..and if I knew you were gunna leave this soon..I wouldn't have been busy talking about all my problems..!! I just don't understand..but I guess what they say is riight..its not how long your live..its how you live your life..you gave that little dash between 1990-2005 a meaning..no matter how small it may be you lived a WoNdErFuLl life..you had a VERY Loving Family..and NO MATTER WHAT you had friends everywhere you went..they were by you threw thick and thin..!!!! You have just inspired me to try to live my life to the fullest because you never know how longs its going to last..and to never complain if we didn't get as much money as we wanted..or if we didn't get to go somewhere..you went threw A LOT..and never complained to your friends once..about how u hated life..you lived it to the fullest and no matter what you had a smile on your face..I can remember seeing you before school even started..over the summer..at the orientation..I turned my head and I saw you and your dad pushing you in the wheelchair after your surgery..with a BiG smile on your face..and in the split second I just thought about how much MORE AMAZING you really were..No matter what was going on in your life..all the pain you were in..there you were with a big Smile on your face..!!! Then we compared our schdules..we had 2-3 classes..and I got all excited..but when I realized you were comming to school it made each class that much harder and that much longer..it made things that much sadder everyday..!! And I will NEVER forget, September 19, 2005..I walked in late and I didn't kno what was going on..people crying in the hallway..I figured o yeah BaD day..I go into my first period class..and my teacher not saying a word to me about it..just giving me the homework..and everyone looking at me like..HmMmMm..doesn't she know? And I looked at Sierra and asked her what was going on..and riight then and there..I broke down..they had to call my sister in to help me down to the library..I just couldn't deal with the fact that you were gone..I didn't want to!! It was like just Saturday I came and saw you..and I come to school on Monday..and your no longer here..?! I hate the thought of death and the thought of living without the ones that you truly care about..first I lost my uncle 2months before to the same kind of cancer..and then I lose the only person in my life that I actually trusted!! But you are in a far better place now..and one of these days..maybe soon..maybe later..but one of these days..I plan to see you on the other side..I want to see you at those pearly white gates..to greet you and hug you..and Thank God for everlasting life..And when that day comes..the Lord knows it will be the happiest day of my life..!!! I'm keeping all of your family members in my prayers..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CORR..and I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH..We Will Meet Again..!!! I LOVE YOU!!! </3DeAnna Pierre</3
i love you / Sis
I know I just wrote to you but I came home this weekend and man am I struggling! You were just here 4 months ago bub! It's just not right to come home and you not be here. It's just not fair! I'm struggling big time and I need you and your strength now, more than ever! I love and miss you more than YOU WILL EVER NO!!! oh bubby.....:(
"god says don't cry out of anger or sadness, cry because there is another person sent to his kingdom!" (he sure did get an AMAZING person, no body but the best!)
i'm so proud of you Corey Jamison and the people you touched and everything you accomplished in your 15 yrs. here on earth. Nothing could make me more proud than to say I am Corey Hoehn's sister! Thank you bubby! I love you! MUAH "I'll see you on the other side...." Close
Oh how I miss you bubby! / Sis hey bub! It's been a while since I wrote and since I am at school and can't come out to see you I thought I would write on here. It is hard to believe that tomorrow marks the 4 month mark since you have been gone. It has gone so fast but I think about you 24-7 and wish so badly that you would have been here with me these past couple of months. I am all of a sudden having a really rough time. It's kind of weird because it seems that my hard days start to begin right around the 19th of whatever month it is. It's also weird because my days aren't typically too bad but my nights are very rough. All I can do at night is lay awake and think of you and how it is sooo unfair you are gone! I miss you so much and it seems like just yesterday I would be talking to you 3-4 times a day on the phone, would be greeted by you and your big hugs and smiling face when I came home to visit, and that we would be hanging out in the loft together. I think reality is finally starting to set in and the realization that you are gone has hit me. I knew it was going to happen sooner or later I just didn't know when. I just wish I knew you were ok bub, which I am sure you are I just want to make sure. I ask that you please give me your strength to get through my rough days and nights and that you somehow ( with a sign or something) let me know that you are ok bubby! You are missed greatly by everyone Corey Jamison! I hope you are having an amazing time in heaven! Give Brian, Grandma, & sapphy a hug for me! I love and miss you more than life itself. MUAH!!! Love your sis!Close